Tuesday, June 05, 2001

i've gone with my gut all day today...it seems to have worked out for the best even though some patches were a little rough...i'm one for free flowing thought...the unfiltered type that is just said without really thought too deepily about....i feel this shows more intelligence than the method of thinking before speaking...anyway....a vacation is what my body told me i needed today....its a funny thing what it can tell you if you just keep an ear out for it...this will be no ordinary vacation...not the type were you sit at the beach and say " yup this is worth every penny"....this is my search for my love that i've found in another body....she is my life and i've decided i should now act upon it....took me a while...maybe build up some balls to do it but i'm on the track right now and that is what really matters at this point...not too sure what everyone thinks about it though...my details to them have been slim but their reactions seem to be indifferent about the whole thing...i can't wait to hear what my parents will think....but i'm on a direction for what i feel is the happiest decision of my life...